Your story is a bit confusing to me?
What would you talk to the elders for?
They are just misguided men that follow cult rules...possibly enjoying the authority they can exercise over people who don't know any better.
I hope my comment doesn't put you off, but really...even the most sincere, good hearted and honest people can not be woken up by merely talking with them. It has to come from within themselves mainly.
Don't put yourself in harms way by talking to elders please.
They have no authority over anything or anyone but themselves. You don't owe them or any other JW any explanation for your future or past decisions.